Not lost but here and now.
So I've been here many times before. In the past I would say a crossroad. Today I would like to think of it as a moment to rest, reflect and really think things over. I've rehearsed the same and different lines over and over again to myself and those around me: this is what I want to do. That seems like a great option for me. I think I'm gonna like doing that. This may be what I am destined to do. It would be great if I can do that. I would have wanted to do that but... I wished things were like this... I hope it would be... If you have ever been in a place and time in your life when you can't seem to point your finger to something and bring yourself to somewhere, you get what I mean. So I don't blame those around me if I appear to be lost. I can't fault them for finding it both incomprehensible and apprehensible (I would guess) that I still don't know what to do. With my age? At this stage? How come? Why? Even if I could tell them this fitting quote th...